Sunday, March 23, 2008

Life 2.0

Life of late has been... easier. Really. Or at least as far as I can tell. I've let go of judgment, fear, shame, and guilt. Seemingly just like that- snaps fingers- I have decidedly let go of them. It's odd and refreshing and brilliant! There are echoes and shadows where they used to be- when I'm in a situation that would typically provoke a response like that. But suddenly it seemed that there was no place for those emotions, those chains... because there really is no reason for them. God loves; God forgives. He also convicts, but guilt is not what He wants from me, and I really get that now, in a way I never have before. The head knowledge has finally drifted down to my heart and is constantly informing my everyday life.

For this I am thankful: that God can change my heart if I ask Him to, if I really want Him to.

Selah.

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